Hey, no flaming and filter bypassing!
People stare at me... even when I'm alone...
(I get strange thoughts in my head)
I avoid being heard or seen by people, I hate talking to people (and being talked to), I hate being touched by people (even if its a small bump), I start panicking when people are around, I do everything I can to get away from people. I hate people

I have no idea how I can stand being at school or in public places... (People on internet don't count. All the see and know from me is massive amounts of bits of data that form shapes and figures on their screen that they understand as words)
I hate being alone.

Schizofrenia isn't a single disorder, a number of things contribute to it. It is more properly refered to as Schizonfrenias.
QUOTE(Kow @ Oct 25 2005, 02:28 PM)
Hey, no flaming and filter bypassing!
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I didnt filter bypass. I wrote the demeaning word for poop and it was turned into "shiz" by the filter.
Anyways, my fallacy is that I have ADHD. ADHD is more problematic then you think. The boredom and lack of focus doesen't really affect me, but ADHD causes mild depression and anger, occasionally. It sort of amplifies your feelings.
QUOTE(Snake)Ling @ Oct 25 2005, 02:56 PM)
But you brag about it. meanie. Thats negative. So you AREN'T better than anyone else, you shizFACE.
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Maybe you should read my post again, and then sense the sarcasm...
QUOTE(nuclearrabbit @ Oct 21 2005, 02:21 AM)
I'm just plain

ed up.
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Me too. But I'm not friggen retarded like all these people. Antisocial? What the hell's up with that bush? You avoid being around people? Pfffft.... I got a problem though. I came back to these forums...
But you know you like it

SEN... more like a drug than you'd like to admit...
It's a drug you don't get high on. Ahh well.
QUOTE(Kow @ Oct 26 2005, 05:45 PM)
It's a drug you don't get high on. Ahh well.
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Wow.. that was fast.. you DO need someone to talk to =\
I just need a girl...
Ah well. (it was really just timing)
QUOTE(Kow @ Oct 27 2005, 10:07 AM)
I just need a girl...
Ah well. (it was really just timing)
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If you pay enough any girl can be yours.
Some come with free STD's.
ADHD.
Stubborness
I turn red easilly (My skin)
I am incredibly lazy
But i have been working on it by becoming more active
I have ADHD, slight paranoia, not very good with people, I'm supposedly too heartless, I think double personality (I am extremely shy sometimes and at other times I'd do something like hug a complete stranger), possible psychopath. Anyone else noticing a pattern us computer people have ??? We're pwnage a lot of us have a lot of the same issues.. It kind of makes me feel better knowing I'm not the only one...
ADDITION:
Kow I just looked at your picture, no offense or anything, but you really do look like a girl there..... Whatever though.. I think us computer users also have a funny look about us, I can't put my finger on it though...
I get along with people just fine. So I can't really relate to you guys on that. Last time I was an out cast was back in 6th and 7th grade. Looking back, my only friend for those 2 god aweful years was a lot like pedro. Hmmmmm...only other thing I can recall off the top of my head about those years was that they sucked. Ah yes, one other thing I remember is one of the girls that made fun of me all the time, started to hit on me just a few months ago. I don't even think she recognizes me. But seeing her always makes me pissed off. Damn stupid biznatch.
I don't have a real disorder, however I am registered as having one. I had a kinda bad child hood that I exaggerated into a really really bad one, which has now given me the title of "Emotionally Handicapped." I'm sorry, but even to this day I find that down right hilarious. I can use notes on any test, have as much time as I want on the SATs, and easily have more than half my college paid for. And some of my teachers know my disorder is just a joke. But they're cool enough not to try to get rid of it or anything. My friend was bragging about affirmative action until I busted out that on him. Shut his ass up.
side note: Kow, don't be ashamed of your picture. A lot of girls I know like guys that look like sort of like girls. But I bet you already know that, don't you? *nudge**nudge*
Musician I was in a similar situation except it happened in an earlier grade when I hit 6th and 7th grade my popularity went way up with the kids from new schools (In middle school atleast in our school several schools merge), apparently all the kids from my old school were backstabbing pricks because I found like 20 new friends that I to this day trust more than I ever trusted any of my old friends. Girls also do like guys that look sorta girlish, I think it's because of a natural lesbian instinct in girls haha
. My disorders that I spoke of are very mild cases of them, but I still believe that most of us computer extremists have most of those in some form or other. BTW I am now in 8th grade and pretty damn popular
. My mind just works differntly.... I think of it as mild crazyness
Shyness
insomnia
It's so weird how almost all of us have something like that... I think it might be directly related to being on the computer so much, or that might be why we're on the computer so much.
Being on te computer so much defenatly has to do a lot wit our personalities
n thats why a lot of us have the same problems
Baecuase he stay on the computer soo much
QUOTE(Loser_Musician @ Oct 30 2005, 10:59 PM)
side note: Kow, don't be ashamed of your picture. A lot of girls I know like guys that look like sort of like girls. But I bet you already know that, don't you? *nudge**nudge*
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I'm not

I'm getting my tip's pink as we speak

I could never get a girl... I can never make any kind of compliments, and I try to smile when they smiles at me..
I'm not afraid to be around/talk to them.. I just am too "negative".
some people say I am cold/cold blooded..
Now then about being on the computer that much is it a good thing or a bad thing? i think of it as a good thing. we become smarter(i think...) we get more skilled(maybe...) and we learn basic skills that can get us good money ex. sit in front of a screen for half of your life. oh yeah we got it made....
I think being on the computer sharpens a lot of ur skillz
ppl always say its a bad thing but a lot of ppl who spend a lot of time on the pomuter end up being very smart