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Right now, i have completely no reason to live, and i mean it because if i would one day just dissapear, no one would really miss me, and some ppl would be even happy..
I was thinking about a suicide a couple of times when life was really misserable for me, but then i thought what if there is no life or sth after death? Then it would really suck to just stop existing. So now here i am just trying to waste my time 'till I die, because there's really not much anything better i can do..
Well maybe there would be a reason to live if i had a GF or sth rolleyes.gif , but at my place, that's almost impossible if u are not a Jock, who beats up someone for looking at him, and lives by stealing stuff from other ppl, (then beating them up to death anyway) when he has ~20 guys standing behind him, just to buy some beer..
So yeah, pretty much I don't have a reason to live.. Yay for everyone who does.
Bull.
You have something that people around the world pray for every day, a good average life. Be glad that you were blessed with luck. To throw that away and waste it would be so completely selfish and thoughtless. Think about this, there is some kid out there in the world who has parasites, no parents, no food, and works at a sweatshop for 12 cents an hour. On the other side of the world there is a kid who has a good education, a good home, a family, and good food (Namely YOU). Which of these people have the right to complain about life? What you have isn't a bad situation, it's an illness called depression that obviously makes you feel bad no matter how good your situation is, and it will pass, so tough it up untill it does.
Do you want a reason to live? Your reason to live is to enjoy the life that every other person less fortunate than you can't, so that you don't put it to waste. If you die now it sure wont relieve your problems, because you wont be alive to enjoy the relief. Death is just death, it's not some medicine that takes your troubles away. Now go sit down and watch cartoons.