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But it does not always seem temporary, even if it is.

Yeah. I wish I knew why.

If it weren't for the fact that I think that I'm supposed to wanna just go kill something instead of feel bad about something I did or didn't do, and the fact that I'd be angry at myself for even getting somewhat emotional about it...

Half my friends mentioned that I've been turning into a chick lately, etc...

Maybe you understand, maybe you don't, but for every single one of your interests to change, and for people to think you're the kid that'd sex up any girl that comes along, when all you wanna do is go jogging or some shiz

And the worst part is, the few things that keep you from going insane, you can't even let this out to, because they like you when you're happy and confident. And then you let it out anyway? And you wonder why they still accept you? And you wonder why they waste their time on a waste of humanity like you? And then you think you're insane and selfish for posting this on some forum about someone elses loss?

But I really wonder if other people even think about things like that. Everybody always seems in some state of bliss, ignoring every possibility that exists that something could go wrong, and sometimes I wish everyone could do that, because then no one would ever be sad.



Very true. People usually don't realize that...

True, there was no reason for suicide, but if he really wanted the job why didn't he just grow out a little hair? I would of done it, possibly he just really wanted everyone to see his tatoo.

I'm tired of this. People constantly do it and it doesn't do anything good for them. I am to scared to ever attempt because i don't know what will happen to me after. And i don't really think my life is that bad. The worst is people who cut themselves.. ugh.

Yes, people who cut themselves, now there is something meaningless especially to do with your body. I don't know what kind of pleasure they get by getting a knife or a razor and just cutting their wrist, is it to get attention is it because they are depressed? No its because they are stupid.

Hah, I saw that episode.



You're bending the the topic slightly. Cutting does not equal suicide. People who cut does not mean they do it to kill themselves, they do it to get temporary stress relief because the tension inside them inside them is released (They actually feel some "excitement" from the cutting, and hormones are released), and they can divert their mental/emotional pain/suffereing on something else. (it's a distraction from pain or anxiety, it gives them something they can focus on). Obviously there are other ways, like exercise that also releases hormones that makes someone feel better. But a lot of the time, when one feels they are guilty or have done something bad (the self-hatred, anger and rejection) so they cut themselves, they will know it's THEMSELVES that's causing the pain for once, not someone else.

It has a minor relation to suicide, but there has been cases where kids who cut themselves end killing themselves or they really cut into their wrist bleeding to death, and well they think nothing of it.

You should've seen the seniors lose state in football. >___>