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It may be depression, but whatever the case, I'd like to know what SEN thinks I ought to do. I know this is just a map-makin community, yadda yadda, but this is really the only place I feel comfotable asking for such help.

Symptoms:

-No matter how early I get to bed, or how late I wake, I am always tired. On the weekends I tend to sleep for twelve or more hours unless waken.
-I eat much less than I used to
-I can never seem to focus, everything seems far away and out of my control
-I have become far less social, avoiding it whenever possible
-I feel as though I serve no purpose, as if everything I do is pointless
-Sometimes I when I lie in bed, my entire body tightens, and I mutter to myself 'No' or 'Don't do it', though I ask myself what not to do, and get no reply
-Even though I feel useless, I still feel superior to everybody
-My temper is worse than ever
-I tend to be happy one moment, then suicidal the next
-Usually, when walking amonst the crowds of my school, I must stop myself from punching a random person; I feel the extreme need to fight for no apparent reason
-I find true happiness in nothing, not entertainment or sports of any kind, nor sexual activities

I am not making up, or exagerating, any of the above. I beleive I may be in need of serious mental help.

Lay off the drugs dude.

You're crazy.





























But aren't we all? O.o

[center]Crazy people have better things to do than sit around wondering if they're crazy.

Seems like you're depressed and anti-social.[/center]

Number 1, 2, 3, 5, 7, 9 and 11 sounds like me... But I'm much more social than before and I dont have the same bad temper as I had about 4-5 years ago

i feel the same..

Gotta stay off those drugs you guys, they aren't good





Number four is all me. Same with six

ill tell you what it is

it's hormones. most teenagers get this cause of other meanies out there who are hatein on us. ill say that about 90% of that is true about me too. and it's hormones ill tell you that.

my advice, just do what i do and deal with it. thats how i live my life. faced with a suitation, i deal with it. but i might have to call upon assistance but for personal issues, you should deal with them ur self. therpey is just bull blam. it's all in ur head, you just think somhow they magicaly cure ur mental illness, but all they do is ask questions and listen and tell you to do random things. it's true my uncle is one. he told me all this. so i got my facts here. and this guy isn't joshin me either.

but ne way, the point is you need to just keep goin and find a hobby that suits you and takes ur mind off this stuff. like me, i do this and i play music.

Either a) Your finishing puberty.

b) You have a god complex and depression.

c) You actually are crazy.

Yea man, I was reading your post and all I thought about was you on LSD or crack or somethin like that.

Its either that, you're exagerating even though you said you didn't or you're crazy.

How about this: You're just plain whiny.

Drugs, no doubt

I finished puberty some time ago, very early actually.
I do not, nor have I ever, done drugs.

ADDITION:
And this is actually serious, for those who feel like repeating 'Lay off the drugs' a few more times...

You lack a friend.

you have anxiety, depression, diabetes, and paranoia
and you're also emo XD

It sounds like Bipolar Disorder - or the start of it in any case.

Well, if you're sure its not drugs...

then it's probobly depression.

It could also be hormones, if that hasn't already been said. Your body is being exposed to chemicals it has never been exposed to before and is reacting in strange ways. It'll die down when you're about 18 or 19 (well, it did for ME!)

I know that wasn't very helpful, but all I can say is you gotta wait out the storm.

I still think its drugs.

It's hard to wait out the storm when you're a Freshman is High School. I'll never get to college if I don't get my shiz together...

I didn't say it would be easy. You just gotta dig your heels in and do whatever relaxes you. Well... I'm not saying "Do drugs" cuz they're bad, but try and second guess yourself when you're feeling all crappy.

I dunno what I'm saying. I'm just glad its over for me. And good luck with the shiz you were talking about.

-_-

Well, I do know this: There is very little anyone can say that will change what you're going through. I sought advice all the time and I usually chalked each problem up to having a different cause. But in hindsight I can say most of my issues were hormone related. The act of asking for advice is usually more theraputic than the advice itself.

Again, don't do drugs. They can hinder your brain's ability to mature properly and could possibly prolong the agony of the teenage years. Imagine being 30 and thinking like this!

-Sometimes I when I lie in bed, my entire body tightens, and I mutter to myself 'No' or 'Don't do it', though I ask myself what not to do, and get no reply

It's this one that bothers me the most. It's disturbing when you're about to fall asleep and you suddenly feel like you've just been thrown into World War II with so many voices whisper, whimpering, and moaning 'No', 'Don't do it', or 'Please don't'.

Well My father is on medication cause of depression and I can tell you... That you have Schizophrenia or a Bipolar mental sickness.



Or you just need attention..

ADDITION:
I knew someone like you. He was telling me: Man i'm going to Suicide myself, I already tried but it failed. Doctors are telling me that i'm depressive but I can,t get on medication ...You know those kind of shiz.
Some day he told me that he was going to suicide hiself today. I went to see his brother. His Bro told me my friend just need attention. He never tried to suicide hiself...

Your story just look like that.

Just don't kill yourself...
Maybe you need to find a hobby.