Report, edit, etc...Posted by fm47 on 2006-03-21 at 03:19:42
Remember at the movies that one night...
When I asked to hold your hand?
You smiled at me and said, "Okay."
(*chuckle),
'Thought I'd be your man.
It's been a while since we have talked
Weeks have been from days back then
We've thought of each other from time to time,
And here we are to try again.
But... We're very different people.
I know it--and so do you.
So, exactly...
What are we trying to do?
To hold each other firm and tight,
Or to mask our loneliness?
And once again we've lost contact,
Ongoing with our busyness.
~fm47~
(Busyness is an actual word, btw
)
We had a talk and it appears that i'm hesitant about stepping into another relationship since my ex. She just recently married (Congrats, Sara). Though I'm pretty sure I'm over her... something keeps me from going into another relationship. (wth is wrong with me
!?)
The girl described above is very intelligent, mature, has a wonderful figure... Holding her hand almost gave me a heart attack (kinda sad, I'm 19, LOL), but even the thought of kissing someone else (from Sara, though I'm over her) is unthinkable!
Perhaps I see her as someone else, not a comparison to Sara, so being with her is like the whole "first love" feeling.
Aiya ~.~ I want us to be friends, yet I want us to be more... she seems to want more, but not too much, I have no idea where the hell i am right now (mentally... I know where I am right now physically, of course, my... wtf?! where am I?!).
Btw, critiques more than welcomed. Call me a fool, a "helpless" romantic, or tell me the poem simply sucked, whatever it is that you really feel.
If enough good feedbacks, though, who knows, maybe i'll send it to her, rofl >_<
When I asked to hold your hand?
You smiled at me and said, "Okay."
(*chuckle),
'Thought I'd be your man.
It's been a while since we have talked
Weeks have been from days back then
We've thought of each other from time to time,
And here we are to try again.
But... We're very different people.
I know it--and so do you.
So, exactly...
What are we trying to do?
To hold each other firm and tight,
Or to mask our loneliness?
And once again we've lost contact,
Ongoing with our busyness.
~fm47~
(Busyness is an actual word, btw
)We had a talk and it appears that i'm hesitant about stepping into another relationship since my ex. She just recently married (Congrats, Sara). Though I'm pretty sure I'm over her... something keeps me from going into another relationship. (wth is wrong with me
!?)The girl described above is very intelligent, mature, has a wonderful figure... Holding her hand almost gave me a heart attack (kinda sad, I'm 19, LOL), but even the thought of kissing someone else (from Sara, though I'm over her) is unthinkable!
Perhaps I see her as someone else, not a comparison to Sara, so being with her is like the whole "first love" feeling.
Aiya ~.~ I want us to be friends, yet I want us to be more... she seems to want more, but not too much, I have no idea where the hell i am right now (mentally... I know where I am right now physically, of course, my... wtf?! where am I?!).
Btw, critiques more than welcomed. Call me a fool, a "helpless" romantic, or tell me the poem simply sucked, whatever it is that you really feel.
If enough good feedbacks, though, who knows, maybe i'll send it to her, rofl >_<
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Screwed on 2006-03-21 at 04:56:29
Sweet poem. From what I read... perhaps you're not exactly completely over Sara?
Report, edit, etc...Posted by fm47 on 2006-03-21 at 13:05:40
Ah, but I am... pretty sure anyway. I feel more proud of her for finding a great guy instead of stupidly going for just anyone... She's more of a friend to me now. It appears it's not anyone but myself 
Maybe I'm afraid... her dad IS a high school teaher at the HS i graduated from >_<! lol
Maybe I'm afraid... her dad IS a high school teaher at the HS i graduated from >_<! lolReport, edit, etc...Posted by Mp)Blu on 2006-03-22 at 17:24:58
OMG! 
WONDERFUL. I love the poem, and how it is about your life. It was well put together.
about your life: I'd say your lost
I would say your over her. I think you can't continue a relationship because you're afraid the same will happen.
I have no advice =/ ecxept to continue on writing poems
WONDERFUL. I love the poem, and how it is about your life. It was well put together. about your life: I'd say your lost
I would say your over her. I think you can't continue a relationship because you're afraid the same will happen.I have no advice =/ ecxept to continue on writing poems
Report, edit, etc...Posted by fm47 on 2006-03-22 at 22:55:14
Yeah... I'm over her, but I guess I'm just afraid of going through it all again -_-
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Mp)Blu on 2006-03-23 at 17:19:45
These kinds of things can be interestng at times. Devastating at others.
Report, edit, etc...Posted by fm47 on 2006-03-23 at 19:18:14
*nod nod
Lol, I guess the Tarot card lady (the university held a mini mardi gras) was right, I'm just not ready yet, *lol.
Lol, I guess the Tarot card lady (the university held a mini mardi gras) was right, I'm just not ready yet, *lol.