Report, edit, etc...Posted by l)ark_13 on 2006-05-08 at 19:49:29
Have you ever felt dirty or out of place...?
Like, I had gone drinking with this girl (she's one year younger than me too), snuck into her house, slept on like concrete until her parents were asleep, she woke me up at like 5am so we could sleep together (not have sex), and all of this when I had just got a girlfriend the same night (DONT JUDGE ME it was a bad thing to do
i cry tears of shame 
).
Then.. i had to sneak out, but it was all sunny and blue skies and warm and pure and innocent outside.. and when i was outside.. i felt like i didn't belong there, like i was defiling the pure and beautiful outside with my whoring dirtiness... like outside was looking at me with disgust
anyone else have stories of being "out of place"?
Like, I had gone drinking with this girl (she's one year younger than me too), snuck into her house, slept on like concrete until her parents were asleep, she woke me up at like 5am so we could sleep together (not have sex), and all of this when I had just got a girlfriend the same night (DONT JUDGE ME it was a bad thing to do
i cry tears of shame ).Then.. i had to sneak out, but it was all sunny and blue skies and warm and pure and innocent outside.. and when i was outside.. i felt like i didn't belong there, like i was defiling the pure and beautiful outside with my whoring dirtiness... like outside was looking at me with disgust
anyone else have stories of being "out of place"?
Report, edit, etc...Posted by n2o-SiMpSoNs on 2006-05-08 at 19:53:53
lucky... 
Report, edit, etc...Posted by l)ark_13 on 2006-05-08 at 19:55:43
lol by just to clarify, im not bragging
thats the most out of place i've ever felt before
and its the most recent event to happen to me
thats the most out of place i've ever felt before
and its the most recent event to happen to me
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Oo.Insane.oO on 2006-05-08 at 20:26:43
QUOTE(l)ark_13 @ May 8 2006, 06:49 PM)
Have you ever felt dirty or out of place...?
Like, I had gone drinking with this girl (she's one year younger than me too), snuck into her house, slept on like concrete until her parents were asleep, she woke me up at like 5am so we could sleep together (not have sex), and all of this when I had just got a girlfriend the same night (DONT JUDGE ME it was a bad thing to do i cry tears of shame ).
Then.. i had to sneak out, but it was all sunny and blue skies and warm and pure and innocent outside.. and when i was outside.. i felt like i didn't belong there, like i was defiling the pure and beautiful outside with my whoring dirtiness... like outside was looking at me with disgust
anyone else have stories of being "out of place"?
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Like, I had gone drinking with this girl (she's one year younger than me too), snuck into her house, slept on like concrete until her parents were asleep, she woke me up at like 5am so we could sleep together (not have sex), and all of this when I had just got a girlfriend the same night (DONT JUDGE ME it was a bad thing to do
i cry tears of shame ).Then.. i had to sneak out, but it was all sunny and blue skies and warm and pure and innocent outside.. and when i was outside.. i felt like i didn't belong there, like i was defiling the pure and beautiful outside with my whoring dirtiness... like outside was looking at me with disgust
anyone else have stories of being "out of place"?
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One time I fell in the mud and felt dirty and I went to a jewish church and felt out of place does that count?
Edit: gray-phobia
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Merrell on 2006-05-08 at 20:28:02
She was probably waiting for you to make a move man! She's probably slitting her wrists now because she thinks shes ugly.
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Do-0dan on 2006-05-08 at 20:30:54
I remember this one time when I visited a place called SEN it made me feel dirty because of the skin and out of place because the people there were saying stuff that I just couldn't undestand.
Report, edit, etc...Posted by VizuaL on 2006-05-08 at 20:38:16
merrel wats wrong with ur avvatar it keeps zooming in and it doestn freaking stop!!! AHHHH!!! *Grabs Gun*
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Report, edit, etc...Posted by BeeR_KeG on 2006-05-08 at 20:41:17
A very similar thing has happened to me, |)ark.
I went to this "get" at a friend's house and I went with this girl. We partied, drank, dirty danced, and did a few things that one would no normally do (it wasn't sex, but very close). We were both a little banged up, so we walked to her house about 2 miles from the place. We sat on her front door step and decided to wait a little bit until we were a bit more conscious.
Her mother woke us up at 7AM...
I went to this "get" at a friend's house and I went with this girl. We partied, drank, dirty danced, and did a few things that one would no normally do (it wasn't sex, but very close). We were both a little banged up, so we walked to her house about 2 miles from the place. We sat on her front door step and decided to wait a little bit until we were a bit more conscious.
Her mother woke us up at 7AM...
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Falcon_A on 2006-05-08 at 21:04:56
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Her mother woke us up at 7AM...
Nice.
I can't remember any specific times right now, but I have felt the way you describe, l)ark.
Like, you're getting something too good for what you've done, or you don't desreve something so good/pure?
Anyway, look at it as like....the outside accepting you and making the rest of the world shine (ignoring your whoringness lol j/p)
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Mr.Camo on 2006-05-08 at 22:01:53
QUOTE(Merrell @ May 8 2006, 04:27 PM)
She was probably waiting for you to make a move man! She's probably slitting her wrists now because she thinks shes ugly.
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ROFLMAO
When I go to my friends and spend the night just staying up I feel really dirty in the morning for some reason, and out of place because I look so tired.
Report, edit, etc...Posted by l)ark_13 on 2006-05-08 at 22:02:28
yay 
support
we should start a support group for man whores who feel dirty and wrong about what they've done
the first step:
i am a man whore
MERRLL HOLY CRAPZ YOUR AVY IS LIKE
"AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM ON DRUGS!!!"
supportwe should start a support group for man whores who feel dirty and wrong about what they've done
the first step:
i am a man whore
MERRLL HOLY CRAPZ YOUR AVY IS LIKE
"AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM ON DRUGS!!!"
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Lord_RexJr on 2006-05-09 at 16:41:15
Lolz... Rehab is what you guys need...
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Doodan on 2006-05-09 at 21:43:43
The best remedy to your situation is to stop feeling guilty about such things.
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Toothfariy on 2006-05-09 at 22:29:18
chicks tell me i got a dirty mind if that counts lol
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Chronophobia on 2006-05-10 at 07:33:52
QUOTE(Oo.Insane.oO @ May 8 2006, 06:26 PM)
gray-phobia
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HEY!
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Falcon_A on 2006-05-10 at 17:14:37
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The best remedy to your situation is to stop feeling guilty about such things.
If only it was always that simple.
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Freedawk on 2006-05-11 at 16:32:55
One day, I threw rocks at a cute girl's window, she came outside and we walked around. That night, we kissed for about 30 mins, then I slept at her house. Her parents were suprised, but were ok.
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Equality on 2006-05-13 at 14:17:43
QUOTE(Tizzle @ May 11 2006, 03:32 PM)
One day, I threw rocks at a cute girl's window, she came outside and we walked around. That night, we kissed for about 30 mins, then I slept at her house. Her parents were suprised, but were ok.
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Ok about what? That you probably broke a window or that you were kissing with their daughter?
