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Right now im going through a part of my life where i feel nothing has any meaning, nothing is important to me and i have nothing to live for. As some of you may know i moved from peterborough england to newmarket canada on july 21st 2005. I lost all of my good friends and best friends because of that. I hate most my family and the majority of them think im a failure because im different from them.

Please tell me if you've thought about suicide, What stopped you doing it and not debate whether or not suicide is for "emo's" or if its for mentaly insane people.

Honestly, yes. And I'm not proud of those days.

We'd all love it if you did commit suicide shocko..

Lyon this is a serious poll not the regular "do you like power puffs" poll that you would attend. OR a poll such as "what bread do you eat". Suicide is a serious thing and i cant get it out of my head right now.

The important thing is to do what you want to do in life. Suicide is just stupid, because in the lottery of life you never know when and how you will win. Sometimes life hands you a lemon, you have to make lemonade. It's cliche, I know, but it's true. I've never comtemplated suicide, and I hope I never will. To me, it's the ultimate act of the selfish coward. Suicide would traumatize your family, anybody who witnessed the dark act, and anybody who cares for you. If anybody I knew committed suicide, I would be deeply saddened, and that's why I never tell somebody to 'quit life' or 'kill theirself' or anything online, because you never know what people will do. I would hate to think I was in any part of the cause of so much grief, and the suicider would feel even worse in any afterlife.

ADDITION:
I'd rather be a deadbeat and beat death.

ADDITION:
If anybody ever tells you to kill yourself, tell the to freak off.

Constantly, I seem like an outwardly happy person. But I have a hole in my heart. </3

I did for a while and I'm better off for it.

Plus, there's a kickass song by Choking Victim called Suicide (A Better Way).

i agree with you

Have you ever been in such horrible physical pain that you thought about doing suicide, I have...damn that was painful.

Well on the better news i fixed a lot of my emotional pain and suicide is out of the window for now (sorry to disappoint most of you) but ermm yeah. In a few days i should be back to normal.

You aren't a normal person unless you have contemplated both suicide and murder at some point in your life.

ur avatar is enough to make anybody contemplate murder :l

MA ftw

Shocko i give you the advice of someone who the system has deemed fit to have to see a psychiatrist twice. Im not crazy, or atleast in my opinion im not, but the main thing is you have to understand that other people dont understand.

In October of 2003 i fell in love, with a girl i couldnt seem to get to notice me despite my best efforts. This made me angry which lead to being very depressed. I wanted nothing more then to lay in bed in my room and not see anyone at all. Suicide crossed my mind quite alot in these times, and i honestly dont blame myself for thinking about it back then, it was a rough time. What made it worse was my mom was a raging alcoholic at the time who liked to scream at me though when she was drunk i was as strong as she was, so although she couldnt physically beat me, i was emotionally destroyed. I couldnt find any reason why my mother would need to get drunk and yell obsene things at me, i was only 11 at the time. However my mom cleaned up, the girl and i became friends and things started to look up. But during that time the school sent my to a psychiatrist because my teachers could tell how depressed i was. I wouldnt respond when derectly called on and i sat alone at lunch even when i did have a few friends i could of sat with. Anyway, i told the psychiatrist what he wanted to hear, thats how i got out.

Through out all of this, my parents thought me crazy for wanting to die during those times. To them it was all my fault that i was letting things get me down. Which brings me back to my point: When it comes down to it, no matter what your feeling no one will understand it aswell as you yourself can. Im not going to talk you out of suicide, because i know how the feelings are and just how bad they are to deal with. If you honestly think that things arent going to get better or if you dont want to wait for it, then do it. My suggestions are write a well thought out will and dont make the act messy. Hanging would be best.

-Le0n

Suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem.

i saw that in an article on the internet yesterday. I was trying to find some answers to why i felt how i did and ways to fix it, believe it or not reading the article made me feel a lot better.

"And nothing trivial / That life will give will / measure up to what might have replaced it"

One of my most favorite lines by Relient k (In "More Than Useless").

Quoting Doodan is usually a good response.

Your pathetic if you think of suicide...in my book your emo

lol

Wtf why are people gay like this...who the hell wants to die?! Tell me

mid life crisis?

the fact that im not going to commit suicide is all that matters. It isn't a nice thought when your actually thinking about it, you should be kinder to people that are dealing with this stuff.