Report, edit, etc...Posted by Chill on 2004-09-04 at 23:04:27
Im not really sure how to begin with this... I dont know what to say really... im just really depressed... i dont know what to think about anything, how to feel about anything... in and of itself its something that cant be explaind easly(if at all) ... theres only one person who understand this and that because she has the exact problem... we have alot of other stuff in commen but i think i should get into that later so i dont wonder to far off track... anyway things are really sort of chaotic(bad choise of words but its the best i can do) and i dont know what to make of things...
that same girl... its weird.... everything about her is weird... everyone thinks we should go out and if they dont they atleast think we like each other or something along thoes lines.. we really have a freekish amount of things on commen... like i was talking with her yesterday just complaining about randum stuff just for the hell of it and she was talking about how much october sucks because there are a whole lot of bands playing that month and she cant go see all of them... anyway i asked her what some of her problems were and she said that she only had like 3 big ones (which sounded real fimiliar to me) she said that it woudl be hard for her to explain but i said id listen because i thought i might be able to figure it out and she basicly said what im saying right here about how she dosnt know what to do about stuff and things (ill try to refrain from restaiting myself to much) and she totaly said word for word what i feel... then she talked about this weird stomach problem that she had (which again went the same way as it goes with me) and i found this really strange because its one thing if two people are similar but we are nothing like each other physicaly but it was still the same... and it wasnt like just some normal problem she liek me had no idea what it was (i wont bore you with the details) and everything like that... befor this i had alway thought we had alot in commen (music and stuff) but this was like exactly the same... anyway theres more... people always say that eather i like her or she likes me or we should go out or osmething like that... i dont really know what to think about this or how to react to any of this.. i just dont know how i should feel... i talked to her and she feels the same way... she dosnt know how to feel...im not really sure what to do with school starting and stuff... i really :censored:ing hate school and the people i go to school with (again something we have in commen) so its hard for me to make a clear desision... i guess i do like her ... we have alot of
in commen. ALOT... and plus shes really funny, smart, cute and shes :censored:ing beautiful... the first time i saw her i was :censored:ing stunned... i was meeting osme other friend at the mall and she came up waring a ti die shirt(dont ask long story) she had a shopping bag with some of my favorite movies in it, she stoped off at this record store and bought a cd by my favorite band (i think it was "Answer That And Stay Fashionable") and later as we passed this esclator that was broken she told this joke about how a broken escalator is really just stairs when its broken, the saim joke i had just told a second ago when she wasnt there... andway she was like a friend and that how i met her... needles to say she left a lasting impression on me... anyway we sort of became frineds from there... from the start i didnt realy know weather or not i liked her... it all verry confusing to me... i suppose i like her -- it im just gonna start going in circles... i dont know what to say... i never do...
... im getting tired and ive only talked about a small part of my porblem... it wasnt my intention to spend the whole time complaining about this... i just dont have the time to finish htis now so ill finish later...
if anyone gets hwat im trying to say here... please offer some advise... im done ranting... for now....
that same girl... its weird.... everything about her is weird... everyone thinks we should go out and if they dont they atleast think we like each other or something along thoes lines.. we really have a freekish amount of things on commen... like i was talking with her yesterday just complaining about randum stuff just for the hell of it and she was talking about how much october sucks because there are a whole lot of bands playing that month and she cant go see all of them... anyway i asked her what some of her problems were and she said that she only had like 3 big ones (which sounded real fimiliar to me) she said that it woudl be hard for her to explain but i said id listen because i thought i might be able to figure it out and she basicly said what im saying right here about how she dosnt know what to do about stuff and things (ill try to refrain from restaiting myself to much) and she totaly said word for word what i feel... then she talked about this weird stomach problem that she had (which again went the same way as it goes with me) and i found this really strange because its one thing if two people are similar but we are nothing like each other physicaly but it was still the same... and it wasnt like just some normal problem she liek me had no idea what it was (i wont bore you with the details) and everything like that... befor this i had alway thought we had alot in commen (music and stuff) but this was like exactly the same... anyway theres more... people always say that eather i like her or she likes me or we should go out or osmething like that... i dont really know what to think about this or how to react to any of this.. i just dont know how i should feel... i talked to her and she feels the same way... she dosnt know how to feel...im not really sure what to do with school starting and stuff... i really :censored:ing hate school and the people i go to school with (again something we have in commen) so its hard for me to make a clear desision... i guess i do like her ... we have alot of
in commen. ALOT... and plus shes really funny, smart, cute and shes :censored:ing beautiful... the first time i saw her i was :censored:ing stunned... i was meeting osme other friend at the mall and she came up waring a ti die shirt(dont ask long story) she had a shopping bag with some of my favorite movies in it, she stoped off at this record store and bought a cd by my favorite band (i think it was "Answer That And Stay Fashionable") and later as we passed this esclator that was broken she told this joke about how a broken escalator is really just stairs when its broken, the saim joke i had just told a second ago when she wasnt there... andway she was like a friend and that how i met her... needles to say she left a lasting impression on me... anyway we sort of became frineds from there... from the start i didnt realy know weather or not i liked her... it all verry confusing to me... i suppose i like her -- it im just gonna start going in circles... i dont know what to say... i never do...... im getting tired and ive only talked about a small part of my porblem... it wasnt my intention to spend the whole time complaining about this... i just dont have the time to finish htis now so ill finish later... if anyone gets hwat im trying to say here... please offer some advise... im done ranting... for now....
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Mr.Camo on 2004-09-04 at 23:15:52
ยป Listen to the Franz Ferdinand song "Take Me Out" it helped me. 
And for being in a girly point of view, follow your heart.. Or brain.. Whichever best describes it.. Then if you can't take it, surrender to her sexyness.
And a dose of Vitamin X, will help. (Xeno).
And for being in a girly point of view, follow your heart.. Or brain.. Whichever best describes it.. Then if you can't take it, surrender to her sexyness.
And a dose of Vitamin X, will help. (Xeno).
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Chill on 2004-09-04 at 23:17:05
Haha, yea, thats a great song. Anyway... its really not that simple... i just cant put it to words... its pretty deep..
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Mr.Camo on 2004-09-04 at 23:18:50
Write a poem, there are many ways to win a woman's heart. Such as a journal, some firls like me for my journal, for some reason involving expressing your emotions in words instead of anger. (I almost said emoticons for emotions.)
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Chill on 2004-09-04 at 23:20:25
Thats the thing though... i dont know how to feel about this... i dont know if i like her... thast not really what i mean but its the best i can do... i mean, i like her... i just dont know... it... im just really :censored:ing confused...
it... im just really :censored:ing confused...Report, edit, etc...Posted by Mr.Camo on 2004-09-04 at 23:21:32
Have you been watching MTV?
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Chill on 2004-09-04 at 23:23:11
yeah looking back on my post i can totaly see where you would get that... i just dont know how to hold this to any shread of clarity...
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Mr.Camo on 2004-09-04 at 23:24:29
MTV screws with your head, I only watch it for music videos..
Also another thing is see if she likes you, then it will get some stress of your shoulders if you know she likes you back. If you even decide you like here.
Also another thing is see if she likes you, then it will get some stress of your shoulders if you know she likes you back. If you even decide you like here.
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Chill on 2004-09-04 at 23:28:15
Thats the thing though... she feels the same way i do... she dosnt know what to feel...
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Mr.Camo on 2004-09-04 at 23:32:34
Just tell her. It's that simple. It may not seem that way, but we're all Human, well except the mods and.. Admins. But that's a different story, it may not be simple for you, but if you really think about it, it's simple as heck.
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Chill on 2004-09-04 at 23:35:20
But i did tell her... and thats how she feels... the same way i feel... its really damnd confusing...
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Mr.Camo on 2004-09-04 at 23:37:03
I'm not getting what you're trying to say, I see nothing about how she feels.
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Chill on 2004-09-04 at 23:39:36
she dosnt knwo how to feel... thats uh... how she feels... its also how i feel... or rather i dont feel... is there a word for this that i dont know?
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Mr.Camo on 2004-09-04 at 23:40:58
You're confusing me!!
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Chill on 2004-09-04 at 23:42:41
Welcome to my world... 
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Kusion on 2004-09-04 at 23:44:37
man...who posts in the fourm anyways? its garbage man
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Mr.Camo on 2004-09-04 at 23:46:21
Hence the name. And a lot of people post in this forum, this is not garbage. It's a human beings life.
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Chill on 2004-09-04 at 23:46:52
It dosnt fit any where else, thats why i posted it here.
Report, edit, etc...Posted by DrunkenWrestler on 2004-09-04 at 23:59:14
Please make a cliff note version below the full version. Or make paragraphs so it isn't so hard on my eyes.
If you like this girl, but don't know if she likes you, there's only one way to find out! If she rejects you, move on. If she likes you too, go from there. Just don't do nothing, because you'll be left with the doubt of what could have been.
If you like this girl, but don't know if she likes you, there's only one way to find out! If she rejects you, move on. If she likes you too, go from there. Just don't do nothing, because you'll be left with the doubt of what could have been.
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Chill on 2004-09-05 at 00:01:59
Sory.. i decided to type this in rant form. That asside, there really isnt any way to explain this. If you odnt understand that, you probably wont understand a simplifyed version any more.
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Kusion on 2004-09-05 at 13:13:44
hmm....ok happy chill?
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Chill on 2004-09-05 at 13:15:51
Yeah... i guess. Ill type up the rest of the rant later... can anyone offer some advice on what ive got so far?
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Kusion on 2004-09-05 at 13:21:42
running away might do the trick 
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Xeno on 2004-09-05 at 13:21:42
QUOTE(Mr.Camo @ Sep 4 2004, 10:15 PM)
And a dose of Vitamin X, will help. (Xeno).
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What the hell is that supposed to mean, you Nazi?
But, I think your best bet is to seduce her... Yeah.
DISCLAIMER: I love Mr.Camo once again I am "kidding"... Also with the other thing I said...
Report, edit, etc...Posted by Mr.Camo on 2004-09-05 at 13:24:54
Yay, Xeno loves me! *Hugglez*.