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Well people... I've decided... after a long term of depression, and trouble, and just crap loads of idioticy... I've come to the point, I'm quiting Battle.net and map making...

I've jumped all my Battle.net names to the trash

GSH]Yevonite
eXorsist)FSC(
Visage-Of-Spira
DarkTemplar321
GoldenSnyper69
SilverSnyper69
Armored_Night <-- As old as the start of WC2BNE
RavenStalker
Vegnagun
CorruptOne(U) <-- Yes... For you (U)Unknown members... I was part of (U)Unknown for a while.. and then quit... because I had to much on my hands..
(I know I'm gonna get flammed by (U)Unknown members for this)
Mp)Fantasy
Final-X-Fantasy
Paralyzed
Reduction
GSH]Yevonite@LordAeron
Yevonite@Lordaeron

Yeah.... Those are all me... and yet, all this life of pain has led me yet to leave Battle.net, and my beloved friend, Kayle, whom I known for half her life. but I can't seem to take pain any more, and I can't handle and hold onto things like Battle.net which is very time consumming.. NO ONE has known how long I've traded around on Battle.net for... Untill now, where everyone will know for once how long I've been hiding from everyone. I just feel I'll stick around here for a little while... then eventually leave.. I have a depression disorder and I can't help it now... Heavily thanks to those friends of mine who helped in giving me my disorder..

Well.. I just feel you people should really know who I am, because I used to be greatly known throught Battle.net.. Till I started hiding from the public..

This may not belong in this forum, but I do wish it remains here.. or placed somewhere, where it'le be reqconized...

By The Way... If Mathrix sees this.. Or if YOU see it, Mathrix, try and keep from spamming me to death because you didn't know I was apart of (U)Unknown...

I feel sorri for u.
Coordinate your life more, think of happy things, socialise... this mite be the rite choice for you, to quit battle.net. Get more out of life buddie.

Life of pain? Explain this 'pain'? Does it come from battlet.net?


What does kayle have to do with battle.net or us? Who is kayle?


Don't we all hide from everyone? If you really think about it, the anwser is yes.


How did your friends give you a disorder? If this is somehow possible, how are they "friends"?


You know that this is the internet, right? The general public doesn't care who you are or what you've done or where you're going. Not to be cold, but that's just reality and reality is... cold.


As soon as I saw this topic in the serious forum, my immediate reply was 'ah, a topic to move to garbage' but I'm not so sure anymore. We'll see.

I really can't explain how Battle.net and my friends caused all my pain I have now in reallife, except for how I now know the majority of them in reallife..

and Kayle, who I known since she was 10 goes through major pain and depression every day, because of her reallife situations, and I've tried helping her, and I failed doing so. So I sorta accidentally caused her more stress.

and my Hiding from the community is a thing no one can understand because.. I used to be extremly popular to the Battle.net community, and I got tired of it. So therefor I made more accounts , and then hid from everyone till I was no longer known.

and yes.. I know my leaving, people don't care what I do, but I just wanted to let people know, that I'm runnin away from everything, because I'm tired of hiding from Battle.net and my friends.

I'snt running away from something the same thing as hiding from it?

If you didn't liek hiding or being famous then be a normal guy at b.net. You got your couple of friends and have a good time. I'm quite popular over b.net . Every time I go to some mapmaking channel; clan uUu, op staredit.net, some other mapmaking clan or channel I almost always get hey beer or something like that. I sometimes don't even know them but I'm cool witht it.

Just one thing: If you don't like hiding you won't like running away. Thats my opinion, you don't have to do what I said but it's my word.

I figure I run though, Beer... Because I got a girlfriend now who has trouble too.. and I need to get away from the internet for good... So I can spend time with her and try and actualy help her. If I were to stay.. I'd have people bring me down, and lower what I have left of being a help to any cause.

So I really can't tell if I'm still running away from my fears and memories.

i have been going through the same thing with work and school and my g/f
i still get on the internet when i can it a strugle and life is getting tuffer and tuffer everyday, but look at the happy things in life and you will start feeling better

...Jesus Christ dude.

why would the (U) members flame you for being in (U)? Were you banned, or were you an ass and you changed your acount to start over? Honestly i don't remember any of the acounts you listed.

I might have heard of MP)Fantasy, but I don't recognize any of those names.

I find the internet to be good when I get depressed/angry...
But then, I'm a weirdo, so that's just me...

you're disturbing, dude.

(couldnt resist)

I was never an ass.... as I said.. I had to much on my hands.... and (U) members back then would flame people for saying they were in (U)Unknown and they didn't know it...

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When were you in (U)? (Just out of curiousity)

Out of all the countless poorly recorded people in (U) dateing back before the leader himself was a member how could any member not memorize everyones name. [/sarcasim]

I don't know why members flame others for claiming they were in (U), I guess its self pride that allows themselfs to picture themselfs higher than the other person. I do know there was a fake (U) clan on West for quite a while recruiting people lol. That might also be part of it. It doesn't matter.

No one asked you how much you care.

and I was in (U)Unknown in 1999

Wow that was like 2 years before I joined, and i have been a member longer than anyone in the clan.

Psst* I think you have a missconception of time.

Edit: actually now that i think about i'm sure you do. If you were a member before me you would have the (U) infront of your name.

PS. I was like the 4th member but i remember hearing (U) say that he had banned a bunch of previous people before i joined. And when i joined the other two were like "oh your recruiting again?"