I do not know where to begin with such a subject. So often on these forums (which is not a problem necessarily) there are topics dealing with hatred, fear, and anger. I have decided to make a topic regarding
love.
What exactly is love? For me there is no greater force. There is no greater power or motivation. Vengeance and anger are but a single raindrop compared to the hurricane of love. What moves me so in such a manner? In my blissful state I don't really care... for their is
love. For those of you who have experienced it, you know what I speak of. For those of you who haven't, you can only wonder, and by wondering you will always fail to do this emotion justice.
For those of you who think love is nonexistent, or for those of you that think it is simply a series of electric pulses in the brain, I call you fools and look upon you with sorrow.
There is this
girl, and to me she is a woman. Oh, you all know
that girl (or
that guy for you girls out there, or a combination of these two options for the rest of you). They can make your day, crush your hopes, lift you up, get you to laugh at something entirely absurd that you would otherwise scoff at. It feels like you draw your energy just from seeing them. To paraphrase a certain Biggs Darklighter, they make us feel like we "could take on the Empire."
You find that you need only the thought of them as motivation for anything. Without them you feel as weak as a newborn babe.
They take your steel exterior and rip it down without batting an eyelash, and you giggle and stammer and simply want more. As long as there is love, everything is perfect.
On a more personal level, I wish for nothing more than to offer her the stability and happiness she deserves, which is to say more than anyone could possibly hope to give. Yet I'll try, because my love is all I need to do anything at all.
I am... happy...
It's like waking up to Christmas, my Birthday, Easter, and Thanksgiving... every waking second of my life...
Emily... I
love you.
Oh, feel free to leave comments and thoughts regarding love.